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| so part 2.. nakapunta ako ng savers sa edsa rotonda.. and the hell.. nasan na ung mga shuttle na snsakyan ko? damn! nakastrike ang mga loko.. tapos un nga.. i was looking around to look for anything going straight to cavite.. ang malas ko sobra.. wala kahit ano.. even the taxi won't even let me get in... damn.. i was so hopeless..cold and wet due to the rain.. and i don't even know what to do..i dont even know how can i go home .. so i itxted my mom.. and asked if she can fetch me.. but she can't .. wow.. and then i recved this mssage.. "gudluck! hahaha!" wow.. ouch.. i mean ouch.. i was standing in the rain and i recved that ..nakuha mo pang pagtwanan ako.. i started crying.. did i mention it was my birthday? it was my only day where i can call my own.. but you somehow manage to destroy it.. i wont tell your name.. i wont call you anything or label you for anything.. ur lucky .. i still have feelings for you.. and im to dumb para palipasin ung bagay na un.. i just went back to glorietta and arrived home at about 1030.. so much for being a happy birthday..
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| so what happened today.. hmmm.. its my birthday! woohoo..
after altrig class. i went directly to gp. i was planning to start the inuman sessions already. haha. but the lady vendor won't sell any of her gin pumelo.and she only allow us to buy beer. wtf? parehas lang un dba?haha. so un i decided to buy one case of red horse for my buddies in gp. haha. i nver really liked the taste of redhorse beer so nasayang lang ung boteng knuha ko dahil d ko naubos..
i went up for my tredone class. damn really boring.. i mean boring.. dun ko niyaya sila blockmates na s12. haha. after nun.. englcom.. nagulat ako.. pucha.. i think jolo was his name-o haha.. baduy.. aun nga.. binati ba naman ako ng happy b-day.. whaaaaaaaaaaat? how the hell did you know?haha.. anyway un.. wala naman nangyari dun sa englcom na un.. nagsulat ng kung ano ano..
after that .. eto na ang pinakaiintay ng lahat.. haha.. inuman sessions na! haha.. so i bought 3 gin poms.. haha.. and another three and sisig for pulutan.. haha.. wow.. basag lahat.. i mean basag.. lalo na si jack.. haha..anyway.. dapat llibre ko siya starbucks..kase he is my reponsiblity.. baka d makauwi.. well thank gad naging matino siya.. haha..d pa nakuntento ang lahat.. nagplibre ng isaw.. dugo.. isaw baboy.. lahat na.. pati fishball at squid balls.. haha..
so aun.. malapit na kami maguwian.. pumunta kami kila bo baka hindi daw siya makaakyat.. so aun.. habang wala kaming mgwa naglaro muna kami.. my gad.. grabe si bo kalaban sa tekken.. at grabe ang tama.. i mean.. he was screaming like hell.. as in.. twing nttalo .. haha..
after nun.. umuwi na ako..aba snswerte nga naman oh.. haha.. ang lupet.. ang sasakyan ko na papuntang bahay.. nagstrke ang mga driver.. wow.. how am i supposed to get home? so aun nttranta na ako at miyak iyak na.. not to mention na basang basa ako ng ulan..tapos un.. may mga bumati sakin sa text.. un nagpasalamat ako sa kanilang lahat.. kasi it feels good to be treated special atleast for one day.. i appriciate it.. really.. its a small thing but it can really make me smile and happy.. for real.. nagbblush pa nga ako eh.. haha.. joke..
haha.. aun... to be continued.. ayaw ko ng ituloy dahil basag na ako.. haha.. lahat ng ssunod na nangyari ay ayaw ko ng sabhin.. ayw kitang maphiya..
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| okay tom is my b-day.. i don't even know if i would be happy.. well i just wish for one day.. all my problems will just go away.. (that's where alcohol comes in.) haha.. joke..magpapakatino na ako.. sawa na ako dyan..
so maybe my last post was a bit.. or was harsh specially the one who i'm talking about.. anyway.. i just don't know what to do anymore.. my lifes a mess.. and will someone tell me what to do? now she is really really mad and won't even listen to me or something.. oh well.. i guess i got to face it.. i don't know if she would even believe me anymore.. hay.. anyway..
life's been so unfair to me.. i mean.. everything i feel doesn't make anysense anymore.. i just hate it.. i mean.. i've tried so hard to achieve something in the end.. just one mistake.. everything will just be trash.. hay.. im asking for more cause im not happy with my life its not that im not contended..
i wish.. i could be happy .. just give me back my life where i used to be happy.. pls? God? =/
Oh star fall down on me
Let me make a wish upon you
Hold on, let me think
Think of what I'm wishing for
Wait, don't go away.
Just not yet.
Cause I thought,
I had it.
But I forget.
And I won't let you fall away,
From me.
You will never fade.
And I won't let you fall away.
From me.
You will never fade away from me.
And now I let my dreams consume me,
And tell me what to think.
But hold on,
Hold on.
What am I dreaming?
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| haha. thank you for the betrayal lies and all the shit you put me through. i hope you'll be happy staring at your boy. so this is the freedom you want? you want your boy? so just hope you are happy now. can you tell your boy to stare at me straight in the eyes as he stole everything from me? maybe he can't cause he's just guilty of everything i hope you are too. the way ur telling that you don't like him at all and telling me. "everything's gonna fall into place?" motherfucker. bullshit. you are just choosing from everyone so you can have everything.friends can never be friends dude, and the way you made excuses to end everything just seem so selfish
And how ironic can it be? the ones who ended us is the one you are after now. everything can be fixed. the only problem is you.it seems loyalty is not with you.twice you've ran from everything. i guess the only serious thing for you is falling not the love itself. enough of this . this is getting nowhere.i can't bring back.it's finally over and all this whining won't mean a thing.i can't blame you for how you feel for everything. i just hope you'd smile to the camera together with your boy as i was hugging you.
i hope you are happy you are making us look this shit and i hope you and your boy have fun with the greatest crime you commited.
ps he can't be me . i am jozer so you better make up your mind.
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| always assuming the worst
but your going on nonetheless
and theres nothing to cushion your heart
lead full
letters from further away
you're pulling me close to home
and theres something to cushion my callus size
and i know that you hope for
long good good-byes
embracing for forevers
and falling in your eyes
pouring over photographs
i'm living in your letters
breathe deeply from this envelope
it smells like you
and i can't be
without that scent
it's filling me with
all you meant to me
to me..
continunaly failing these trials
but you stand by me nonetheless
and you won't let me sink
though i'm begging you
phone calls from further away
and messages on my machine
but i don't ever tell you this distant seems terrible
and theres no need to test my heart
with useless space
these rows go on forever
there'll always be a place
for you
in my heart
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